Day 1 - The Realisation....

...... that I am always going to be a 'Fatty' Or that is my thinking at the moment.

I have tried many a diet in my years, some have worked and some have made me put on more weight than when I started.

I am pretty much an Emotional Eater. I eat to feel good about myself, to boost me and to take away the depression I sometimes feel I have. I will eat pretty much anything - I love Sweet Treats! This will make me feel better for a while but once that has passed another craving starts, and the cycle begins again.............

I'm sure, you have heard, and read it all before, but this blog is my way to document my feelings and my attitude towards food - This is My Weight loss Journey.

I haven't weighed myself for a while just out of sheer fear to see what numbers will be displayed on the Scales but tonight I will do it! Hopefully this will be the final wake up call I need to get started again (How many wake up calls do i need????)

I know the numbers won't be what I want to see, but hopefully they will be the last time I ever see them.

I hoping that writing this blog and having even a few people following my progress will give me the encouragement to stick it out this time once and for all.

Today is Wednesday 09/06/2010. I will do my first weigh in today but will then continue to weigh myself every Sunday Morning (UK GMT Time) and I will post the weekly results on this blog.

I will start a new post soon after I have weighed myself with my start weight (you guys will be shocked at how heavy I am, but I need this embarrassment to get me going!) Also I have some before photos to post which were taken back in January 2010 but I haven't changed much since then, I have probably put more wieght on than anything! Ok, see you soon in my next post.

Ciao x